Sorry,the reason why i private it is because
I dont want to delate my post,
But dont want to be a pathetic idiot,
Who keep thinking about him when he dont even cares.
Grandparents are going back sooonnnn.
Going to left me and mum.
She totally so busy every single day.
I really cant stand the taste of loneless.
But what can i do?
Pretending to be fine at the outside,
Forcing myself to be strong,
Keeping in my tears when is going to flow down?
Telling myself everything to be alright?
Inside im dying..slowly..part by part..

My world is going to torn apart without them..
Thats what i do.
But why isnt so hard....