Argh,i cannot.
I pretend fine on the outside,
But inside im dying.
Really,i cant take it anymore.
Everytime,im trying my best to suppress my feelings,
And fake a smile,
So nobody knows.
But i really cant control anymore.
I want to shout it loud,
I want to tell them that IM NOT HAPPY ALL ALL.
i want to cry.
I want to confess,
To tell him that i lky him.
But all these,
I cant do.
I dont have the courage to do so.
Im such a loser right?
Yeah,i know.
I hate it,hate it,hate it.
Seriously.
Sometimes,i wonder,
If i just dissapear,
Will that makes a difference.